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Name: Ripptor
Gender: Male


Interests: Girls, Games, having fun
Expertise: Jack of all trades, master of none
Occupation: Game tester (I wish)


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Member Since: 11/23/2006

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Monday, January 08, 2007

Correction!!!!

In review, I see that I might give myself the wrong impression.

In my last two posts, the lyrics do not perfectly match my situation.

I only connect with parts of the song.
I truly believe she cared for me before. This I do not believe is my problem.
The only line in that song that invades me is the touching thing. I need to touch people to feel close, and i cant...


And the newer song, I do not hate her for disliking me now.
I just feel alone. Like my lost puppy moniker.

Lost puppies follow people around, like I followed her everywhere. Now I dont know what to do.

Well, I felt like I needed to clear that up for future reference. there.


Sunday, January 07, 2007

Too out of touch to touch you

The soundtrack of my life:


Trapt
Disconnected

You never listen to me,
You cannot look me in the eyes.
I have struggled to see
Why its so easy to push me aside....

I no longer believe,
That you were ever on my side.
How could you know what I need,
When I'm the last thing on your mind...

Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you
Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you
Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you
Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you

[chorus]
So disconnected, going through the motions again
So disconnected, everything goes over your head
So disconnected, you got me hangin by a thread
So disconnected, when will this cycle end?

You dont really know me,
I dont think you ever even tried
We're on the same routine
Where you say you never have the time

What do you want me to be?
Do you want me in your life?
I feel so incomplete
You left me to fall behind

Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you
Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you
Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you
Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you

[chorus]
So disconnected, going through the motions again
So disconnected, everything goes over your head
So disconnected, you got me hangin by a thread
So disconnected, when will this cycle end?

Its too hard to just move on
Its easier said then done
Its too hard to just move on
Its easier said then done

Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you
Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you
Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you
Too out of touch, out of touch to touch you

[chorus]
So disconnected, going through the motions again
So disconnected, everything goes over your head
So disconnected, you got me hangin by a thread
So disconnected, when will this cycle end?

So disconnected, going through the motions again
So disconnected
When will this cycle end

So disconnected
So disconnected
When will this cycle end?



Waiting

I wanna meet up with you
And show you what I'm thinking
I'll take you anywhere
That you wanna go
I'm sitting here bored and lonely and
You know that anytime you're free
To show me how you feel
I'll take it anywhere that you want to go
Anywhere that you wanna go

And I'd make it right if you wanted it
I want it back more than you know
I'd cross the line if you wanted it
I want you back

And I'm waiting for you
To get that feeling once again
Reunited in the end
And I've been waiting for you
To capture my imagintaion
Cuz I've been fooled by the illusions in my head
In my head

Now I realize I never had it so good
You took me anywhere I wanted to go
Now I'm sitting here dreaming of the days we led
Anytime I wanted I could show you how I feel
I can't go anywhere that I want to go
Anywhere that I want to go

And I'd make it right if you wanted it
I want it back more than you know
I'd cross the line if you wanted it
I want you back

And I'm waiting for you
To get that feeling once again
Reunited in the end
And I've been waiting for you
To capture my imagination
Cuz I've been fooled by the illusions in my head
In my head

I'll take it anywhere
I'll take it anywhere
I'll take it anywhere
I'll take you anywhere you wanna go

And I'd make it right if you wanted it
I want it back more than you know
I'd cross the line if you wanted it
I want you back

I'm waiting for you
To get that feeling once again
Reunited in the end
I've been waiting for you
To capture my imagintaion
Cuz I've been fooled by the illusions in my head

And I've been fooled by the illusions in my head
And I've been fooled by the illusions in my head




Anyone claiming to understand me knows how these songs tear at the duality of my nature.
Goodnight.


Saturday, January 06, 2007

I figured out how to make my entries private when I dont wan to share them.

I will respect her wishes. I will not try to change her mind.
No matter how much I want her to change her heart.


Saturday, December 02, 2006

 

Hmmm, Good thing im not that stupid.

Sometimes,... -ish...

I did have to edit the fisrt comic, I dont wanna hear about it. So dont bring it up.


My days are getting more hectic now, I have to work on my
Graduation Project and other long-term projects.


Monday, November 27, 2006

Well, I thought I would share my love of hilarity with y'all...

 

WARNING! Going to this comic site may cause you to lose your naivety.

Ethan is funny.

WARNING! Going to this comic site may cause you to lose your naivety.

 

I may be feeling better today. Can't tell yet.



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